non existent [November 9th, 2007] wow.....i can't believe i completely forgot about livejournal. i had such a good blog going, and then i gave it up. school takes everything away....time for photosgraphy, internet, friends, going outside, eating, watching tv, doing things for enjoyment.............all i do is fucking math everyday, morning to night. its incredibly depressed, but i have a test for that course every class. in the mean time, i did sneak in my AM hours to start a photoblog check it out at http://juliakozlov.blogspot.com  COMMENT.

PHOTODISTRICT / VANCOUVER PHOTO BLOG [April 20th, 2007] With my decisions to help expose the world to the Vancouver Photography, I decided to start the blog. With 3 years of expeircne, I think i can take the credit as a Vancouver photographer myself. The purpose of this blog and some fresh new posts is on the site. Let's make the short and sweet: http://photodistrict.blogspot.com Don't feel shy to comment and view. Updates will happen all the time. Im going to try to keep the blog as alive as possible. - Julia 1 / COMMENT.

it doesnt matter [March 26th, 2007] [ mood | disappointed ] alright so its 12 am in the morning....and im doing some research on the cold war. today was the first day after spring break and literally "shit hit the fan" i have 2 huge tests lining up and we started the chapter right before spring break. good thing i read the chapters. people are liers and i know this because everything they say and do is contradicted on internet whe they post the picstures of themselves getting hammered and laid. thus i have lost hope for all ppl. another mausing things....in vancouver ...little scene kids posting pictures of clubs such as "half-alive" ad counting down to the days when they can go to one, also naming theyre myspace's and etc after the names of local DJ's such as My!Gay!Husband! not only are these kids un original but really need to engage their time in something more productive. and again they establish themselves as big contradictory liers because when"shit hits the fan" they run to me for some "life" talk. ye i send tha shit right back at them. oh and this is one of my rants late at night so bare with me. i had some convo's from ppl who lives in other countries and it seems that things looks a tad better in europe or even good old  San Fran.  help me out here...........but where is the future generation going? it seems that these days all youth care about is image, sub culture, buying thei AA hoodies, pretenting to like alot of shitty music, concert photosgrpahy thats as boring and stale as hell, wasting money and shows, fake ids and getting hammered ............... and thinking theyre the coolest damn things in the world. this makes me want to deleted everything i hae on the internet and isolate myself. 4 / COMMENT.

the past will never last [March 23rd, 2007] [ mood | content ] i havent seen a speck of life in 3 months....its just all been school and then going back up to SFU and working till 3 am. idid have the furtunate opportunity to go to a UN conference and meet some amazing people, win an award and enjoy myself. right now is the last day of spring break. i spent most of it drinking tea, watching films in the afternoons, having the apt to myself, going downtown, meeting with my SFU friends, sort of sleeping, editing tons of photos, studying...........and just keeping to myself.  school starts monday and i think im going to make a pact that i'll try to ignore the environment at school as much as possible, make sure i dont see things i dont want to on facebook....like "im such good person" people smoking weed. i really hate when people lie about who they are and then u see them doing stupid things and enjoying it. i got a job as an author for www.beyondrobson.com go check my articles out under my name. what else? yea........im just gonna contnue working hard and trying to get my credits...next years posts should be more positive, i promise! COMMENT.

what kind of life is this? [March 2nd, 2007] [ mood | crappy ] - life is still the same old shit. maybe even getting worse. my health has been pretty bad. loss of appetite,d notenough sleep, really weak. yea. i dont think anyone deserves that. but thats the cost one has to pay in order to succeed. overall i jys work all the time at home on studies, photos, websites, and etc, research. - im attending a 4 day UN Conference next week - i got the corinne bailey rea and john mayer albums - i havent had sort of fun in 2 months now. i just look forward to my tea, that all. - i really dont like my photography. and im not saying this to get any sort of compliments...but i think its also because i dont get out much, thus dont have enough places to take photos and etc. ( fly away to neverland ) 3 / COMMENT.

a day for indulgence [February 23rd, 2007] [ mood | cold ]   - my dad deleted all my files including 1 year's worth of photography, all my h.w, resume, photoshop, clien't work and etc. although he did manage to backup his own files. i felt like i lost part of myself. an i had an exam everyday that week. it was a hard week. - on thursday i won and photogrpahed something big an important....one word CBC ( white stripes )  ( white stripes ) 10 / COMMENT.

teh schedule [February 18th, 2007] and my schedule goes like this: monday - study for exam tuesday - exam, the study for another exam and get your shit ready fr CBC wednesday - exam and then head off to downtown with my mediocre debate skills, then study for another exam thursday - exammmmmmmmmmmm friday - no school, off to the dance studio to freestyle, and study for more exams...... so as you see ppl..................how many motherfuckin exams can 1 person have.........apparently one almost everyday. sometimes its not even worth it anymore. 3 / COMMENT.

black and white [February 10th, 2007] [ mood | calm ] lately lifes been full of: - bitter self portraits - CBC, Canada reads 2007 and preparation - earl grey tea - having a cold - stress - the shins - dark chocolate - payment for AP exams - good movies (Walk the line, Syriana) - UN work - pressured deadlines! - people depending on me when im at home dying sick - and a non existent social life online. some surprises await me and many business trips downtown. ( hey there, bitterness ) COMMENT.

slow current [January 28th, 2007] hows everyone been doing???? its interesting to notice that from one year ago most fo my LJ friends including me hae become more sad and bietter about things. how so?? hmm...........i think its just the fact that everyone is starting or ending a chapter of their lives. in my case, im closing a chapter in my life. a nonmemorable chapter of teenage years. im really glad that im graduating this year, because i just really cant take it anymore. and ya know, ive never been the geek or  the loser at school, or any other of the usuless labels kids make up for eahc other. school was ok for me, i went and did my job and made sure i went along with the stream of grades. but right now, after 5 years, it feel like ove been married to a boring husbund for 5 years and want a divorce. literally i want to divorce my school. because im just wasting my time coming there everyday. and i definitly need a new envrionment, i new place to be productive. ive def been experiencing some emotional current. im either hyper, calm or somewhat sad. beenlistening to the shins alot. good stuff on their new album. I am from Rolling Stone is def one of the raddest shows on MTV right now. and its really easy to find the contestants on myspace. hah, go check it. my fav are Colin, Tika and Russell.  im not much into being a music journalist, sinc ei tend to appreciate my music more when its just me and the music. not in a huge crowd. err............yea, besides just whisking along the days till i get some sweet jobs or internships thi summer, ive been bitter as hell. and producing some killer photograhy. mazel toff. - j 3 / COMMENT.

long time, no blog [January 19th, 2007]   wow, i havent updated in a long time. its almost been a month. im a horrible blogger. nothing much has changed. i till never have time for anything. the winter break passed, it was alright. i was stuffed with multiple amounts of schedules photoshoots. and i have so many pictures taken over the past month that its impssible to share them all. in this post i'll share some. but as you all know my Flickr is constantly updated, so i suggest you check that. im also not going to be going to my prom or grad ceremony, and dont ask. life is as challenging as ever, its not hard, but exams are challenging and just not losing my nerves. because i spend all weekend locked up studying, trying to memorize all the terminology and etc yet ya know ho they do it. stuff 2 chapters in one test which makes me fail because i dont have the full insight into each chapeter. midterms are next week. im not scared, but just its nerracking cuz i have to do well. yea, how are you all doing? my friend is going to japan for his spring trim. im not jealous yet somewhat disspaointed that i cant go. my parents enevr send me away on these things cuz we are all so cheap. geezz, even me. i wouldnt even spend 1 grand to go 7 days to NY. it snowed in LA, the true colors of Global warming have showed. its ridiculous. planet earth is sick with a cold literally. europe experienced a 200km/h storm this week. cars were blown off, houses damaged and etc. in vancouve rits been snowing liek crazy while toronto was warm until last week. my snow boots are giving me foot problems, its hard for me to walk sometimes. i like winter cuz i can wear alll my sweet swaters, or my mom's and dad's. i keep borrowing their stuff. alright well......im off. ( shanky ) 15 / COMMENT.

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